Well I did get called as hon twice by him..
And mostly it's bun.. Or sweetness or cuteness..
Well not recently but bun is nice ;)
Hilo means dizzy in my dialect .
I'm not exactly zero in the tangible department. There are options for me but it's just that I always find something wrong with them. The tangible ones..
Anyway, so here is a guy who I try to push away. I mean I still do but deep down I don't want him to go away.
My dad said that if a guy is into me the guy would find a way to make things work. To be persistent .
I haven't found anyone who is persistent yet but I have found someone who just wants me to be happy..
I don't know what the future would bring but I promised him that I would not disappear from him (with so much hesitancy Ofcourse).
I care a lot about him .
I am so used to "our " time.
I really care a lot about him .
And now I'm really sleepy